symbol- He travels astrally to her in dreams and takes her energy. She uses her body and sexuality to get what she wants from others.

Meaning- exploitation

By this time he has a fully developed ego and personality. He has a strong sense of who he is. The pure mental energy he has received from her combined with his own form a permanent aura.

He has learned how to control this astral energy and project it outside his body at will. This is not astral projection but mind projection. His awareness of the world is growing rapidly. He wants to understand more so he can achieve his goals in life.

His awareness can only grow by combining his energy with female energy to create controllable astral energy. He needs more female energy and is limited in whom he can get it from. He can get this energy from a female that has given him mental energy in the past. This earlier exchange of energy normally comes from someone he has dated or had a relationship with in the past.

It is possible he will have an astral encounter with someone he has never met before but this is rare. He is able to travel to her in dreams and take mental energy away from her. He dreams of her and gets energy from this dreaming.

She is helpless to prevent this. She has no ready supply of mental energy available. These unwelcome dreams are a form of psychic attack and draw very emotional responses from her as she is forced to transmute sexual and emotional energy into mental energy to replace energy he has taken.

She must replace this mental energy if she wants to keep her sanity. Otherwise she would be completely ruled by her emotions. It is not easy for her to transmute sexual energy into mental energy unless she is forced to do it.

Later she will be able to do this easily and protect herself from these attacks but she can’t do this yet. For now emotions and sexual repressions she has long blocked are preventing her sexual energies from being transmuted. These repressed areas must be brought to awareness and he is helping her in this by his visits. There is much she can learn about herself from her nightmares and bad dreams.

Male experience:

His ego and sense of self are well developed and he is able to mentally project his awareness outside his body. For example, he is able to read a book and be so caught up in it that he has no awareness of what is going on around him.

Her energy helps to strengthen this ability and he travels to her in dreams and forcibly takes mental energy from her. His personality and ego are growing stronger all of the time.

Female experience:

He comes to her at night in threatening and frightening dreams. As he takes energy from her she feels repressed fears and anxieties trying to surface. These fears and anxieties must surface before she can transmute sexual energy into mental energy to replace the energy he has forcibly taken from her.

This is a time of emotional turmoil for her and she may fear physical abuse from those she has earlier rejected. She looses the ability to be objective about things and begins to react emotionally to things instead.

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symbol- His desire draws her astral body to him in dreams and traps it. She needs greater and greater thrills and excitement to keep away boredom.

Meaning- entrapment

There is forced growth as the plant struggles to grow to full size. The Spirit planes bestow a great vision and hope to the initiate. The ashes of the initiate’s past are dissolved into a growing pool of love and light energy. The initiate learns to master the emotions and love energy. The initiate is more determined than ever to succeed in his or her Quest. He or she does not care how long the journey or how difficult the road. The initiate will travel it.

He accepts they will never get back together again. Still, she has been the most important thing in his life and he thinks about her a lot. He still desires her and there is still an astral and emotional connection between them.

His desire for her is able to attract the remaining mental energy she has. She comes to him in dreams and he receives energy from her astral form. He becomes an energy vampire.

It is unlikely that she has any awareness of these astral encounters because it involves energy she is trying to get rid of anyway.

These dreams of her coming to him and giving him energy are very confusing for him because it seems that maybe she does love him after all. He may even ask her out again and be rejected again. He doesn’t realize his desire is drawing her energy to him in dreams without her consent or knowledge.

He is generating more of his own mental energy and creating a need for more female energy to balance it. This new mental energy allows him to escape the emotional pain he previously was experiencing. She is an available source because she has shared this type of energy with him before and they remain linked. She is compelled to give up her mental energy to him.

As her energy combines with his it forms a creative astral energy he uses to develop his ego and his personal view of the world. He is learning from his experiences with her. He is becoming more worldly and more of an individual. His soul grows with this new mixed energy.

She is not aware of giving up mental energies because she doesn’t bother to think about things any more. She wants to enjoy and live life, not think about it! Thinking is too painful because it brings up things she would rather forget.

She will do anything regardless of consequences and get away with it. She does as she pleases. She creates her future karmic load and binds herself in karmic chains. She is careless about the loss of her mental energies and seeks only new thrills and hedonistic pleasures.

Earlier she created astrally the life she wanted to live out of mental energy and deposited this energy into the astral planes. Now she thinks she is living that dream life but she really isn’t. What she is doing is using up her safety reserves of creative energy.

All too soon her fantasy life will end. Her dream fantasy life is only a short term thing. She built for the short term and will have nothing left for the long term until she learns how to transmute her sexual energy into higher forms of energy. Until then she is at the mercy of everyone else capable of using these higher energies against her.

Male experience:

As his mental understanding of his relationship with her develops he gains a deep understanding of cause and effect. He understands that some occurrences are the result of many small causes and not one big one. Moral codes are imposed by man and not by God. Things are a more complex than he was led to believe. He confronts the mess he made out of things and begins to free himself. He understands the opposite sex and her rejection of him.

He still loves her and she is in his thoughts but he doesn’t pursue her anymore. She comes to him in his dreams and gives him the energy he craves. He is content with this.

Female experience:

She wants to live life to the fullest and seeks greater thrills. She will do anything regardless of consequences and gets away with it. Moral values mean nothing to her and she creates her karmic load and burdens that she must bear in the future. She is burning bridges.

She could care less about the loss of her mental energies. She is a being of emotions and sensuality and is careless of what she does. She is living completely in the moment, experiencing physical life in its entirety and it is incredible.

She looses mental energy through astral dream experiences of an emotional and sexual nature.

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symbol- He tries to seduce her with his pain. She tries to seduce others to her

Meaning-seduction.

In a burst of love and light the seed bursts apart and begins to grow toward the surface of the earth. This sprouting brings the rapid growth and rebirth that had been promised with the planting of the seed.

While the relationship is over he hopes she will change her mind and come back to him. He has no interest in anyone else at this point. He keeps track of her and knows whom she is dating. He watches in agony as she has fun with someone else.

It is tearing him up and he feels as if something inside is dying. He can’t take the pain any more and he tells her how much he is suffering and how much he needs her to come back to him. He is starting to transmute mental energy into emotional energy and it hurts. He is putting words to his feelings.

He is not receiving much of her excess mental energy any more and his ego is suffering. Without her he is nothing. What he is needs is her emotional energy instead.

She listens to him but her excess mental energy is more than he can absorb and in fact, she thinks he is pathetic and glad she broke up with him. She is not interested in his problems. If he was a real man he would take care of them by himself.

In fact, she has a real man in mind. It will be a real challenge because all the other girls want him too. But won’t they be envious when they see her with him! It will be great! First she will have to take him away from this other girl though. That shouldn’t be too hard.

She cold bloodedly chooses the man she wants and does what she has to do to get him away from his girlfriend. It is more exciting to take males away from other females than it is to stay in a relationship that quickly gets stale. She can do this because mental energy rules her actions and she doesn’t feel emotional remorse at this point. She is intellectual and calculating.

It makes her feel strong and important to win someone away from another female. After winning his heart she dumps him for someone even more glamorous.

He finally accepts that the relationship will never be renewed. His heart and ego have both been badly bruised or broken. Relationships with the opposite sex are like poking a raw wound. He has had enough.

From now on he will do the dumping and the using. Either that or he will avoid females completely. Now it is his turn to dump her.

The mental energy is stuck at the heart area causing pain and congestion for him. In time as he learns to transmute this energy it will go lower and become a dull emotional ache.

She is intellectual and calculating in getting the things that she desires out of her relationships. When she is finally dumped it is devastating and uses up all of her excess mental energy and she is plunged into her emotions.

Male experience:

After they breakup he feels incredible pain as if his heart has a knife thrust through it. He takes it as long as he can before going back to her and begging her to come back. The pain is so bad. He needs her. He can’t live without her. He is generating emotional energy.

In time the pain becomes a dull emotional ache and he is determined to never feel that type of pain again. He becomes insensitive or immune to it and begins to take relationships more lightly. This time he will be the one to break it off.

Female experience:

After several successes she finally gets dumped. She is devastated. She feels that everyone is laughing at her. He used her! She was just a toy or ornament to him. He didn’t care for her at all. All of her old fears and insecurities come back with a vengeance. This time she has made enemies and no one is feeling sorry for her at all. They feel she is getting what she deserves.

It is time for her to transmute her sexual energy into mental energy and think about what is going on in her life. If she doesn’t do this things will get worse for her. She will react emotionally to those around her and drive them even further away.

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symbol- He is on his knees pleading to her. She is dancing with someone else

Meaning- attraction

The seed begins to swell and expand and the internal pressure builds to intolerable levels. The seed threatens to burst in its agony. This is a burning to ashes of all that is impure. The initiate is consumed in the fire of passion that is burning away all of the dross and leaving only the true self.

She has given him as much of her excess mental energy as he is able to absorb. He is saturated with her energy and is using it to develop his ego and sense of self.

She is also developing her ego and sense of self by actively giving up her energy and combining it with his. As in all male-female energy exchanges at first she is active in the creative process.

In fact she dominates the energy exchange by having an excess of readily available energy. She absorbs his mental energy into her physical body and at night she deposits the combined astral energy into the mental levels of the astral planes.

In the astral she creates her mental image of herself and her sense of self. She also creates the mental image or stereotyped role that he is seen as by others.

He has little control over how others perceive him at this point. When she is satisfied with the image of herself that she has created, she gives him the excess energy to store in his body.

As he receives this mental energy he uses it to create an ego and sense of self that is uniquely his. He wants to discover who he really is. As he develops his ego and sense of self he is able to generate more mental energy and to absorb more female energy. He is not satisfied with the way that others perceive him.

He is building energy channels for this type of energy within his body and his personality becomes more powerful. This energy is denser than the abstract/spiritual energy he has already mastered. This energy becomes trapped in his physical body as mental head energy or pure ego.

When she gets bored with him and wants to date others that are more exciting it is very hard on his ego. He knows he is not perfect but neither is she. He is willing to overlook her faults if she will overlook his.

She is not interested because they are no longer interested in the same things. She has already formed her ego and sense of self just the way she wants it. She is confident and sure of herself. She wants out. She feels trapped in the relationship.

She wants to go out with someone more popular. Someone that will raise her social status. Her ego is dependent upon the social popularity of whom she is dating. If she can date a real hunk it would boost her ego tremendously.

When she tries to break up with him it is really traumatic. He won’t let her end the relationship. His ego is dependent upon keeping it. Her ego is dependent on ending the relationship. They quarrel bitterly. He doesn’t win or get his way. He can’t force her to stay in a relationship she doesn’t want. All his efforts to keep her end in a vicious circle where she doesn’t want anything to do with him.

Male experience:

He knows he is not perfect but he is still worth having. When she tries to end the relationship he resists and won’t let her. He needs her. He can’t understand why she would want to leave him. He is just beginning to feel good about himself.

In the end he must let her go. No one can hold another in a relationship they don’t want to be in. He has to let her go no matter how much he needs her.

Female experience:

At first she was happy with him but as she gained confidence and became more sure of herself she realized she could do better than him. She was good enough and attractive enough to get a real hunk! She feels trapped in her current relationship and wants out.

In the end she must leave him and go after the popular male competing with other females for his attentions. Win or loose it is important she goes after whom she truly wants. She must feel that she does deserve the best in life.

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