THE FOOL

Symbol-Figure of Fool about to walk off cliff

is attacked by animal

Meaning-At this point she is violently repelled from her physical relationship with her collective soulmate. He has discovered that she is not a mate to him anymore and reacts perhaps violently toward her. That relationship is never renewed.

She discovers that the future she had created was not with him but with me instead and she feels as if she has made a fool out of herself.

THE FOOL is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the King of Keys and the Ace of Keys.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Fire of Fire. It controls the forces of light and electricity. It also controls the Sepiroth KETHER and the planet URANUS.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from CHOKMAH to KETHER.

This brings about the final resolution of things as I struggle to regain control of the astral and etheric planes from this lower physically based level. I experience a severe and viscous astral battle with her collective soulmate in the final resolution of these energies. At my victory I regain the use of my etheric body that she had given birth to.

That etheric body was what my battle with her collective soulmate was about because he wanted that body for his own purposes that were opposed to mine.

She is faced with a crisis in which she realizes that many things that she believed to be true were not really true and that nothing in her relationship with her collective soulmate is what she thought it was. She realizes now that I have been the person she was interacting with in her dreams.

That old relationship is over and she is free to begin the one with me if she chooses. This is the sharing and drinking of the Holy Grail.

What is left is the final working out in physical life of what has been created astrally. This may take some time but it will come to pass as physical events. The two soulmates will be united in a physical relationship.

MAGICIAN

Symbol-Male and female are physically forced apart

and reaching out toward each other.

Meaning-At the time of our joining on the etheric level there is a severance of the spiritual connection and I lose my etheric body. At the same time a casual connection is made that ensures the astrally created future will become physical reality. My etheric body is traded for a physical causal link.

THE MAGICIAN is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the Queen of Keys, the Ace of Keys and the Ace of Swords.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Air of Fire. It controls the Sepiroth CHOKMAH and the planet NEPTUNE.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from BINAH to KETHER.

This binding of us together with etheric and astral cords means that we can get no closer together and it forces all of the activity downward into the earth plane as a causal link with physical reality. This has the effect of making us start all over again from scratch but this time with a connection to physical reality.

What has happened at the same time is the physical connection between her and her collective soulmate. Their relationship has physically ended and that physical connection has been exchanged for a spiritual connection.

At the same time I have lost my etheric body that she had given birth to. This had been created out of spiritual energy and my spiritual connection has been lost except through her. Instead I now have a physical connection and she has lost her physical connection except through me.

This is accompanied by some type of crisis in both of our lives. The type of thing that happens every time access is gained to a lower level and we experience a physical loss.

HIGH PRIESTESS

Symbol-Male and female figures bound together with astral cords.

Meaning-The linkage of the umbilical cord seeks to draw us physically together and other links on other astral levels are formed to assist in this process. It becomes inevitable that someday we will be brought together through this etheric link. We are finally brought together on the astral and etheric levels in our newly created future world.

THE HIGH PRIESTESS is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the Prince of Keys, Ace of Keys and Ace of Cups.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Water of Fire. It controls the Sepiroth BINAH and the planet SATURN.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from TIPHERETH to KETHER.

I begin to have dreams and visions of this world that I now exist in on the astral planes. I gradually find myself drawn to my soulmate one astral level at a time. This appears to be a mutual process and we start to have dreams in which we are always both in them at the same time. As this increases we also are able to remember dreams or astral adventures that we both shared. Now we are both dreaming and aware of the other at the same time. These are no longer dreams but actual etheric projections in full awareness with memory afterward.

This stage is completed when we are united at all astral and spiritual levels in a Holy Marriage.

In physical life we are not together or communicating at all. I am still appearing in her dreams as her collective soulmate. In physical life her relationship with him is very strained and she hopes that this astral work will help bring them back together. It is actually working to force them apart.

EMPRESS

Symbol-Figure of the Empress as a pregnant woman.

Meaning-Within her own physical and etheric bodies she fashions an etheric body for me and gives birth to it. I assume possession of it and the umbilical cord remains as a permanent connection astrally between us.

THE EMPRESS is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the Princess of Keys, Ace of Keys and the Ace of Locks.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Earth of Fire. It controls the Sepiroth CHOKMAH and the planet JUPITER.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from BINAH to CHOKMAH.

I am unaware of anything unusual and continue to not have many dreams. I am also unable to enter into the future world that she has astrally created for us. At some point I become aware of an astral connection to her that is an umbilical cord. Her etheric body has given birth to this new body and it becomes my new etheric body. I now find myself inside our newly created future world in the astral and unable to leave it. I am contained by this new world. I am also at the opposite end of it and struggle to reach her at the other end.

In giving birth to this etheric body one female related a vivid dream where she was pregnant and the waters broke. She has a massive contraction and woke up out of the dream.

STRENGTH

Symbol-A bruised and battered female warrior raises

her sword in victory. With her is a saber tooth tiger.

Meaning-She is willing to consider deepening the relationship and getting more personal but she remains trapped in her physical co-dependent relationship. Our deepening personal communications offer personal healing and the development of personal power. She feels more like a complete person and less like half a person. She wants to be a complete person.

STRENGTH is related to many other cards of the Tarot. It is related to the King of Keys, Queen of Keys, Prince of Keys, Princess of Keys, Two of Keys, Two of Swords, Two of Cups and the Two of Locks.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Fire of Fire, Air of Fire, Water of Fire and Earth of Fire.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from GEBURAH to CHESED.

I have positively identified her as the soulmate that has been showing up in my dreams since long before I even knew her. I express my interest in her and she encourages me to share more deeply and more personally with her.

She is genuinely interested in what type of person that I really am, even though she is already in a physical relationship. She wants to know more about me. I have become an important part of her life in a spiritual and Platonic way and she feels safe and secure around me. I am a protective influence.

THE HERMIT

Symbol-The figure of a hermit with a staff.

He radiates an incredible amount of energy.

Meaning-The soulmate attempts to change the Platonic relationship into a more physical and personal one and introduces for the first time a sexual element or physical element into the Platonic relationship. This entrance of the earth energy into a Spiritual relationship causes great turmoil and upheaval. The soulmate feels an empty void in his life.

THE HERMIT is related to many other cards of the Tarot. It is related to The Princess of Keys, Two of Keys and the Two of Locks.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Fire of Earth. It has control over the Sepiroth TIPHERETH and the SUN.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from TIPHERETH to CHESED.

The major events that had been taking my time and energy are now over and a deep void enters into my life. I wonder what will fill my life now that these exciting things are over. On the social level I am not doing well either. There is a growing opposition within the collective to my efforts that is under organization. I still have the support of my friends but am also drawing criticism from some others. I feel kind of lost and abandoned by the emptiness that now fills my life.

Feeling a deep and empty void in my life I attempt to change the Platonic relationship with my soulmate into a more personal and emotional one. This introduces for the first time a sexual or physical or earth element into what was a Platonic relationship and causes her to feel great turmoil and upheaval as it threatens her current physical relationship with her collective soulmate. A relationship that I don’t even know about. This is an uncomfortable period for her also as she deals with these conflicting issues.

THE TOWER

Symbol-Tower is destroyed by lightning and is falling into the ocean.

There is serious conflict in male/female relationships

Meaning-Open conflict and explosive differences of opinion as each finds out that the other is not what was expected or understood. There is a destruction of the myths of what is male and what is female. This is first hand reality of the differences between the two physical partners.

THE TOWER is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the King of Swords, Queen of Swords, Prince of Swords, Princess of Swords, King of Cups, Queen of Cups, Prince of Cups, Princess of Cups, Five of Keys, Five of Swords, Five of Cups, Five of Locks, Six of Keys, Six of Swords, Six of Cups and Six of Locks.

It’s Elements are Air and Water. It’s powers are Fire of Air, Air of Air, Water of Air, Earth of Air, Fire of Water, Air of Water, Water of Water and Earth of Water.

In the Tarot Trumps THE TOWER leads from HOD to NETZACH.

I continue working with various astral energies that I can now sense quite strongly. I am trying to master them and do things with them. Astral projection becomes a good way of gathering information that I never knew before. I am still at this point unaware of the physical existence of my new soulmate and don’t know who she is.

She is experiencing serious difficulties in her relationship with her collective soulmate. They are both learning what the other is really like and it is disturbing to both of them.

THE STAR

Symbol-Male finds beautiful jeweled necklace

Female is transformed into a tree.

Meaning-This is the card of hope. The spiritual waters of Binah are poured out over the juncture of land and water. Binah is of the true soulmate beginning to take an active part in the affairs the physical couple. Through the soulmates unseen influence in dreams there is an apparent mending and reconciliation of physical opposites. The physical couple begin to understand each other better than before from a purely idealistic and spiritual perspective lacking completely in physical wisdom.

THE STAR is related to other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the King of Cups, Queen of Cups, Prince of Cups, Princess of Cups, Seven of Keys, Seven of Swords, Seven of Cups, Seven of Locks, Eight of Keys, Eight of Swords, Eight of Cups and the Eight of Locks.

It’s Element is Water. It’s powers are Fire of Water, Air of Water, Water of Water and Earth of Water.

In the Tarot Trumps THE STAR leads from YESOD to NETZACH.

This is the card of hope. The spiritual waters of Binah are poured out over the juncture of earth and water. This means that my astral contact with her on a high spiritual level through my dreams is having a mending effect on her physical relationship with her collective soulmate. Through this influence they begin to understand each other better than before by the formation of a purely idealistic and spiritual perspective lacking completely in physical wisdom. This intellectual and abstract perspective is the result of my energy combining with hers and she applies it to her physical relationship.

There is also a definite closure in my physical and dream life concerning my previous source of female energy. This contact is severed by a dream in which my new soulmate contact is seen to take the place of my old one. The collective energy is beginning the process of being phased out of my psychic system in favor of a more pure single soulmate energy.