symbol- He invades her privacy
She uses others
Meaning- exploitation
Her excess energy is too much for him to absorb quickly. like her, there is a point when he becomes filled up and saturated. After all, she has a large amount stored up from birth. He can only absorb a little at a time.
He needs to create a surplus of his own male energy to balance her energy. He only knows how to do this by day dreaming and that is not working any more. This time day dreaming is a lower energy and the experience is different. He is still obsessed with her but something has changed. He doesn’t understand why she won’t return his love. He is exposed to the dark side of her personality. She is not the angel he thought she was.
Inner doubts and fears gain strength and his relationship with her becomes an abomination of horror and madness as everything goes wrong. Nothing is familiar and safe. Nothing is sacred. She doesn’t feel the same way about him as he feels about her.
Feeling the relationship is threatened and desperate to hold it together he intrudes more and more into her private life making a nuisance of himself. He is trying to bring her back to him.
She feels the need to rid herself of excess energy and begins to flirt and date other males. This sharing with other males brings the same joy and pleasure it brought the first time, at least for a while.
She enjoys the effect her body has upon males and enjoys the social activities of dating and the excitement it brings to her life. She lives for the moment and is the life of the party. She manipulates her relationships to get all the enjoyment she can. When she gets bored with her date she can always find another.
Male experience:
He gets glimpses of the dark side of her personality but ignores it. He feels her slipping away from him and the relationship changing. He doesn’t know how to deal with it. He wants to deepen the relationship but she wants to have a good time. His love means nothing to her at all.
Female experience:
She is exploring social life and her own sensuality. Dating brings joy and pleasure. There are lots of colors, sounds, and excitement. She is a live wire and the life of the party. She enjoys the control she has over other males and lets them take her places and do things for her. The last thing she wants is a serious relationship with anyone. She is bored with him and wants her freedom.
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
Five of Wands
symbol- He is trapped in romantic fantasies
She is trapped in altruistic pleasures and service.
Meaning- entrapment
When they first began to exchange this volatile spiritual energy they jointly created astral constructs of the ideal life. These constructs were deposited in the astral planes to become potential events.
When she feels satisfied that she knows what she wants, she decides to go out and get it just the way they envisioned it together. She goes on without him since he just daydreams all the time. She no longer needs her excess spiritual energy and simply gives it to him as pure energy. This means the flow for the first time from her to him.
He stores her excess spiritual energy within his body. His energy level goes up and he becomes blindly intoxicated with her. This energy completely fills him and he walks on clouds. He looses intellectual objectivity.
As he integrates her energy his intuitive powers become activated and he receives spiritual insights and psychic experiences that confirm she is the perfect mate for him. He is convinced she is his one and only soulmate.
Male experience:
Blindly intoxicated with her “soul” energy he thinks she is his “soul mate” and nothing matters but to be with her. He wants more of her energy and she has given up all of her excess. To others he becomes a thing of wood with no emotional nature at all. Close friends and relatives are hurt by the distance he places between them. He intuitively know things about her and has psychic experiences involving her.
Female experience:
With the loss of her excess spiritual energy she identifies with altruistic goals. She is uninhibited and careless of ideals. Others enjoy to be around her and share her energy and enthusiasm. The world opens to her in all of its majesty and infinite possibilities.
She wants to experience it all! Everything seems familiar and safe. All is sacred. There is nothing to think about. It is all self evident and right in front of her. It is time to live and experience the fullness of life.
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OAK:Magick,Mystery and Madness is my own personal book of shadows. If you are interested in magick and energy work this is the place!
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Monday, September 18, 2006
Four of Wands
Symbol- He is lost in romantic fantasies about her.
She is lost in service to others.
Meaning- seduction
As her supply of volatile spiritual energy leaves she attempts to live out her fantasy life by becoming active in altruistic activities. If he isn’t ready she will go on without him. Life is for living.
He is in love with love and thinks he is in love with her. He is obsessed with her and his romantic fantasies are more real than she is. He lives entirely in his head. He sees nothing, hears nothing, says nothing. All his energy is caught up in his obsession about her and their imagined relationship. Worldly affairs and other relationships suffer because they seem vague and unreal to him.
Male experience:
His romantic fantasies are more real than she is. In daydreams he finds joy and peace. He doesn’t care about worldly affairs or friendships with others and they suffer. He sees her loosing interest in him and all his energy goes into making her exclusively his. He feels fear and apprehension at the possibility of loosing her. He is obsessed with her.
Female experience:
She offers herself to everyone without thought of self or personal gain. All she wants is to live her fantasy. She is only compassion and feeling for others as she helps them.
She finds him hostile and threatening in a world that is chaotic. She has fear and apprehension about exposing herself to his violence and negativity. The worries and cares of the world become all too clear. She is pulled in deeper and deeper and can’t get out.
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Friday, September 08, 2006
Three of Wands
Symbol- male forming life for them both out of ocean water.
She is the ocean.
Meaning- attraction
The sparks really fly between the sexes at this stage and everyone is very unexperienced with sharing this energy and excitement. Puppy love always is greater than real life and we are always afraid it is too good to be true. There is a lot of anxiety knowing that the relationship is build upon sparks and not upon solid realistic sharing.
Each feels unworthy and acutely aware of their own short comings. The male is forced to work through these feelings and confront them completely. He is the first to learn humility.
In relationships the first energy to be exchanged is volatile spiritual energy. This energy is the most abstract and idealistic. Here the male and female share deeply held religious beliefs and their visions of the perfect life, the perfect partner, …ect. This is puppy love at its most extreme. There is static electricity everywhere when these two get together.
His energy merges with her energy to form astral constructs of these idealizations. In effect, he shares his most secret dreams and beliefs with her and she understands him perfectly. This exchange is very powerful because the mutual understanding is so intense.
This harmony can’t last because as a male he has an unlimited supply of this spiritual/abstract energy. This is because his primary source of energy is light and the sun. Her supply is limited to the amount she was given at birth and stores in her body. This is because her primary source of energy is the earth. At some point she will run out of spiritual energy and rather than transform her sexual energy into spiritual energy, she will loose interest in long abstract discussions. He will wear her out and bore her with endless talk about dreams and fantasies.
He must transform his abstract/spiritual energy into mental energy. He must seriously think about how to achieve his idealistic goals and dreams in the real world. Otherwise he is nothing but talk.
Male experience:
He shares his dreams and aspirations with her and she understands him! This is an incredible experience and he is likely to think they were meant for each other because this mutual understanding is so intense.
His thoughts and dreams take on a form and clarity never before experienced. He is preoccupied with dreams of creating the perfect life for them both. He is rigid, inflexible and very idealistic. He doesn’t care what she wants. He thinks he knows what she wants. Their combined energy acts to clarify his thinking and make his dreams very vivid.
Female experience:
She has an immediate grasp of what he is trying to share. She understands but gets bored hearing the same thing over and over again. Especially if he doesn’t act upon his ideas.
She understands so perfectly she feels she will never again have to think about those issues. Her thought is now we agree upon the ideal life, lets do it. Don’t contemplate, actuate. But he is not ready.
Its hard for her to understand that he is stuck while she is ready to move on.
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
Two of Wands
Symbol- Boy encounters angel of death.
Meaning- movement
This is the first exchange of energy between the male and the female as they are drawn toward each other. We feel shy, modest and vulnerable in our first encounters with the opposite sex. We are drawn toward the opposite sex but we don’t know if we can trust. We don’t want to be hurt.
Male and female energy is generated and stored within our physical bodies. It disperses itself through the body via the nervous system and circulatory system. As this energy moves throughout the body it becomes bio-electrical energy, nerve energy, sexual energy, emotional energy, mental energy, and spiritual energy.
In our encounters with the opposite sex Spiritual energy is the most volatile and the first type of energy to be exchanged. This exchange of energy can be done simply by being in the same room as the other person. We feel this energy transfer as an attraction. It is an energy exchange and there is an energy flow that is noticable.
Our physical bodies are capacitive in nature and will store a charge of male or female energy in the same way a battery will store a positive or negative charge. We store the energy that flows to us or the other person gets our energy and stores it.
During sleep this “captured” energy is blended with our own and released from the physical body through dreams. Collectively we call this combined sex energy “Astral” energy.
Astral energy is a perfect mix of male and female energy blended together. It remains connected to our physical bodies and a connection remains to the person we have exchanged energy with. This blended energy is controllable and gives us a sense of being more complete.We are drawn to this person because their energy makes us feel more complete.
Even though both sexes exchange energy and store it within their physical bodies there are major differences in how this actually happens. The male uses this blended energy to create and strengthen “self” or his non physical body. The female uses this blended energy to create a rich “astral” environment. The astral environment is our dreaming environment.
Male experience:
He instinctively recognizes her taking his energy as emptiness and death to him. If all of his energy went to her it would mean death of awareness as he knows it. He feels himself being drawn into her and part of him fears this. At the same time part of him longs for this.
In this first experience his energy flows to her and hers does not flow to him. He gives her energy even though he fears what it might do to him. For the first time he confronts the power of raw sexuality, both his and hers. She is and always will be the angel of death to him as she takes his energy. This is part of her “Goddess” power.
As he gives her energy he realizes “outer” and “inner” realities are intimately connected. His dreams become vivid and he feels emotions that are not familiar or pleasant. His rational outlook falters and he is uncertain where he stands.
He confronts his own feelings of guilt and unworthiness. He is brought face to face with his worst fears and demons. The pits of hell open before him.
Female experience:
She gives all she has to others without thought of self or personal gain. She experiences selfless giving and aspires to spiritual goals. She is the completion and end of all things. She is emptiness. Nature is bountiful and there is enough for everyone. Everything has its place and all is good. While he is thinking of her she is thinking of everyone else.
She is recieving energy from him and in control. She enjoys his attention. She should be aware that in male-female relationships the energy transfer will at some point change and she will loose energy to him. One day she will be at a male’s mercy. She will then give to him as she has recieved. The balance must be fullfilled.
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OAK:Magick,Mystery and Madness is my own personal book of shadows. If you are interested in magick and energy work this is the place!
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