OAK:Tarot of Love and Romance











{August 20, 2008}   Divinity-The Fool

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THE FOOL

Symbol-Figure of Fool about to walk off cliff

is attacked by animal

Meaning-At this point she is violently repelled from her physical relationship with her collective soulmate. He has discovered that she is not a mate to him anymore and reacts perhaps violently toward her. That relationship is never renewed.

She discovers that the future she had created was not with him but with me instead and she feels as if she has made a fool out of herself.

THE FOOL is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the King of Keys and the Ace of Keys.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Fire of Fire. It controls the forces of light and electricity. It also controls the Sepiroth KETHER and the planet URANUS.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from CHOKMAH to KETHER.

This brings about the final resolution of things as I struggle to regain control of the astral and etheric planes from this lower physically based level. I experience a severe and viscous astral battle with her collective soulmate in the final resolution of these energies. At my victory I regain the use of my etheric body that she had given birth to.

That etheric body was what my battle with her collective soulmate was about because he wanted that body for his own purposes that were opposed to mine.

She is faced with a crisis in which she realizes that many things that she believed to be true were not really true and that nothing in her relationship with her collective soulmate is what she thought it was. She realizes now that I have been the person she was interacting with in her dreams.

That old relationship is over and she is free to begin the one with me if she chooses. This is the sharing and drinking of the Holy Grail.

What is left is the final working out in physical life of what has been created astrally. This may take some time but it will come to pass as physical events. The two soulmates will be united in a physical relationship.



{August 15, 2008}   Magician

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MAGICIAN

Symbol-Male and female are physically forced apart

and reaching out toward each other.

Meaning-At the time of our joining on the etheric level there is a severance of the spiritual connection and I lose my etheric body. At the same time a casual connection is made that ensures the astrally created future will become physical reality. My etheric body is traded for a physical causal link.

THE MAGICIAN is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the Queen of Keys, the Ace of Keys and the Ace of Swords.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Air of Fire. It controls the Sepiroth CHOKMAH and the planet NEPTUNE.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from BINAH to KETHER.

This binding of us together with etheric and astral cords means that we can get no closer together and it forces all of the activity downward into the earth plane as a causal link with physical reality. This has the effect of making us start all over again from scratch but this time with a connection to physical reality.

What has happened at the same time is the physical connection between her and her collective soulmate. Their relationship has physically ended and that physical connection has been exchanged for a spiritual connection.

At the same time I have lost my etheric body that she had given birth to. This had been created out of spiritual energy and my spiritual connection has been lost except through her. Instead I now have a physical connection and she has lost her physical connection except through me.

This is accompanied by some type of crisis in both of our lives. The type of thing that happens every time access is gained to a lower level and we experience a physical loss.



{August 10, 2008}   High Priestess

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HIGH PRIESTESS

Symbol-Male and female figures bound together with astral cords.

Meaning-The linkage of the umbilical cord seeks to draw us physically together and other links on other astral levels are formed to assist in this process. It becomes inevitable that someday we will be brought together through this etheric link. We are finally brought together on the astral and etheric levels in our newly created future world.

THE HIGH PRIESTESS is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the Prince of Keys, Ace of Keys and Ace of Cups.

It’s Element is Fire. It’s power is Water of Fire. It controls the Sepiroth BINAH and the planet SATURN.

In the Tarot Trumps this leads from TIPHERETH to KETHER.

I begin to have dreams and visions of this world that I now exist in on the astral planes. I gradually find myself drawn to my soulmate one astral level at a time. This appears to be a mutual process and we start to have dreams in which we are always both in them at the same time. As this increases we also are able to remember dreams or astral adventures that we both shared. Now we are both dreaming and aware of the other at the same time. These are no longer dreams but actual etheric projections in full awareness with memory afterward.

This stage is completed when we are united at all astral and spiritual levels in a Holy Marriage.

In physical life we are not together or communicating at all. I am still appearing in her dreams as her collective soulmate. In physical life her relationship with him is very strained and she hopes that this astral work will help bring them back together. It is actually working to force them apart.



{April 10, 2008}   The Tower

 

 

THE TOWER

Symbol-Tower is destroyed by lightning and is falling into the ocean.

There is serious conflict in male/female relationships

Meaning-Open conflict and explosive differences of opinion as each finds out that the other is not what was expected or understood. There is a destruction of the myths of what is male and what is female. This is first hand reality of the differences between the two physical partners.

THE TOWER is related to many other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the King of Swords, Queen of Swords, Prince of Swords, Princess of Swords, King of Cups, Queen of Cups, Prince of Cups, Princess of Cups, Five of Keys, Five of Swords, Five of Cups, Five of Locks, Six of Keys, Six of Swords, Six of Cups and Six of Locks.

It’s Elements are Air and Water. It’s powers are Fire of Air, Air of Air, Water of Air, Earth of Air, Fire of Water, Air of Water, Water of Water and Earth of Water.

In the Tarot Trumps THE TOWER leads from HOD to NETZACH.

I continue working with various astral energies that I can now sense quite strongly. I am trying to master them and do things with them. Astral projection becomes a good way of gathering information that I never knew before. I am still at this point unaware of the physical existence of my new soulmate and don’t know who she is.

She is experiencing serious difficulties in her relationship with her collective soulmate. They are both learning what the other is really like and it is disturbing to both of them.



{April 3, 2008}   Hope

 

 

 

THE STAR

Symbol-Male finds beautiful jeweled necklace

Female is transformed into a tree.

Meaning-This is the card of hope. The spiritual waters of Binah are poured out over the juncture of land and water. Binah is of the true soulmate beginning to take an active part in the affairs the physical couple. Through the soulmates unseen influence in dreams there is an apparent mending and reconciliation of physical opposites. The physical couple begin to understand each other better than before from a purely idealistic and spiritual perspective lacking completely in physical wisdom.

THE STAR is related to other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the King of Cups, Queen of Cups, Prince of Cups, Princess of Cups, Seven of Keys, Seven of Swords, Seven of Cups, Seven of Locks, Eight of Keys, Eight of Swords, Eight of Cups and the Eight of Locks.

It’s Element is Water. It’s powers are Fire of Water, Air of Water, Water of Water and Earth of Water.

In the Tarot Trumps THE STAR leads from YESOD to NETZACH.

This is the card of hope. The spiritual waters of Binah are poured out over the juncture of earth and water. This means that my astral contact with her on a high spiritual level through my dreams is having a mending effect on her physical relationship with her collective soulmate. Through this influence they begin to understand each other better than before by the formation of a purely idealistic and spiritual perspective lacking completely in physical wisdom. This intellectual and abstract perspective is the result of my energy combining with hers and she applies it to her physical relationship.

There is also a definite closure in my physical and dream life concerning my previous source of female energy. This contact is severed by a dream in which my new soulmate contact is seen to take the place of my old one. The collective energy is beginning the process of being phased out of my psychic system in favor of a more pure single soulmate energy.



{March 21, 2008}   The Moon

Symbol-Man burning witch at the stake

Meaning-Banishing ritual has a liquid aspect to the energies and resistance is normal.

Energy Centers are highly focused areas of altered consciousness.

Here the male/female relationship seethes under the surface tranquillity as uncleanness, sorcery and abominations threaten to surface between the two partners. This is the basic foundation differences between the male perspective and the female perspective. Each one fears the other.

THE MOON is related to other cards in the Tarot. It is related to The Princess of Cups, Eight of Cups and Eight of Locks.

It’s Element is Water. It’s power is Water of Earth. It controls the Sepiroth YESOD and the MOON.

In the Tarot Trumps THE MOON leads from MALKUTH to NETZACH.

This is a time of intense interest in some type of astral work or study that explains some of the unusual dreams that have been happening as well as the psychic experiences that are increasing. This study helps to integrate astral energies and I begin to be aware of changes in my awareness as it moves from one part of my body to the next. I am building up the old egregore within my psyche.

I am integrating the basics of this old egregore in terms that are understandable to me.

She is exploring areas of tension with her collective soulmate. While everything is calm outwardly, on the inside there is a lot going on.



{March 15, 2008}   The Sun

Symbol-Male and female at play in the ocean.

Meaning-Here for the first time a vision of humanity’s future is allowed to coexist in harmony with the old Kabalistic egregore. On earth the Kabala prevails but in heaven OAK prevails. The collective accepts the spiritual reality of the new OAK egregore but resists its becoming physical right away.

Physical male/female opposites are attracted to each other in harmony and a somewhat stable relationship.

THE SUN is related to other cards in the Tarot. It is related to King of Cups, Queen of Cups, King of Locks, Queen of Locks, Prince of Locks, Princess of Locks, Eight of Keys, Eight of Swords, Eight of Cups, Eight of Locks, Nine of Keys, Nine of Swords, Nine of Cups and Nine of Locks.

It’s Elements are Water and Earth. It’s powers are Fire of Water, Air of Water, Fire of Earth, Air of Earth, Water of Earth and Earth of Earth.

In the Tarot Trumps THE SUN leads from YESOD to HOD.

In a massive surge of astral activity an astral body is spontaneously created that is a permanently activated one. At first this body is just an outer shell without personal characteristics.

Here for the first time a vision of humanity’s future is allowed to coexist in harmony with the old Kabalistic egregore. On earth the old egregore prevails but in heaven and the astral the new egregore prevails. The collective accepts the spiritual reality of the new egregore but resists its becoming physical reality. It accepts my egregore by allowing the creation of my permanent astral body. This means my personal paradigm and understanding of reality is accepted spiritually as valid.

My word if you will.

My soulmate for the cycle is attracted to her opposite and a stable friendship is formed as if they knew each other all of their lives.



{March 9, 2008}   Lust

 

 

THE EON

Symbol-Man going down on woman as she sits on altar.

She has both hands on his head in blessing or ecstasy.

Meaning-In our dreams we make first contact with our soulmate but in physical life we are drawn to our physical opposites because opposites attract and like repels.

THE EON is related to other cards in the Tarot. It is related to the King of Locks, Queen of Locks, Prince of Locks, Princess of Locks, Nine of Keys, Nine of Swords, Nine of Cups, Nine of Locks, Ten of Keys, Ten of Swords, Ten of Cups and Ten of Locks.

It is of the Element Earth. Its power is Fire of Earth, Air of Earth, Water of Earth and Earth of Earth.

In the Tarot Trumps THE EON leads from MALKUTH to HOD.

I have fully entered into the egregore of the Order and there is no more sense of resistance on the astral planes. Everything seems as if it is beginning to cooperate with my efforts.

In my dreams first contact is made with my female soulmate and the cycle begins. I just recognize her as someone of the opposite sex that has never entered my dreams before. The dream has a sexual nature. I have been drawn to her in my dream because she has a type of energy that is an almost perfect match in vibration to my own.

In physical life at this same time she is drawn to someone that she knows physically. This turns out to be her collective or old egregore soulmate. She has not achieved the grade of Magister Templi and has physically sought out the soulmate that she must have from the collective. This relationship is the female marriage to the collective that must take place just as it has already taken place in the suit cards for me. At the beginning they were well suited to each other and a perfect match but they have grown in separate ways and now they are opposites of each other. Opposites attract and she feels that he has those characteristics that she feels lacking in herself. She is attracted to him. He has a close connection to the collective and acts as it’s representative.



{March 2, 2008}   The World

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THE UNIVERSE

Symbol-Man with torch in cave discovers skeletons of a woman and child.

Meaning-This is the daughter of the King and the Virgin of Eternity. This is the Deva of the Earth element and it is a woman. It is she that the Holy One hath rested from the Giant Time, and the prize of them that have overcome space.

Her body contains the pattern that gives life and balance to all things. It used to be the Kabalistic pattern alone but now it contains the OAK pattern as well.

THE UNIVERSE is related to other Tarot cards. It is related to the Princess of Locks and the Ten of Locks.

It is of the element Earth. It’s power is Earth of Earth and it controls the Sepiroth MALKUTH.

In the Tarot the Trump THE UNIVERSE leads from MALKUTH to YESOD.

My female soulmate is to me the “Universe” during the cycle and her astral substance is extended into every living thing. Through my contact with her I can contact the entire universe, she is the COSMIC. I contact her by going within myself to that part of me that is HUMANITY and drawing female energy from it.

In attaining to the grade of Magister Templi I created my own personal paradigm or understanding of reality through flashes of insight and illuminations. This is a new egregore and it does not match with the current Kabalistic egregore. As a result I am in astral conflict with the Kabalistic egregore and must harmonize my beliefs with this egregore that represents the collective will of humanity.

As a probationer I approached several magical organizations in an attempt to gain physical initiation into a Kabalistic system. For one year every one of my efforts was thwarted by physical circumstances beyond my control. Six months passed and I was in contact with people willing to grant me initiation but distance was a problem. For six months I practiced daily the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram four times a day. Then came the day of my physical initiation into the lowest level of the Kabalistic egregore.

THE UNIVERSE CARD represents the trials of the probationer as they seek initiation into the egregore of any order. In the O. A. K. system they represent the time it takes to attain mastery of the techniques given in chapter five leading to the grade of Magister Templi. It is a period of trial and struggle where everything seems to go against you. Perseverance will bring results. It involves intense physical activity in conjunction with studies because there is an etheric barrier that can only be pierced through hard physical effort. It is this piercing of the veil that allows further advancement.



{March 1, 2008}   Tarot Trumps

THE TAROT TRUMPS

The Tarot Trumps symbolize the inner journey that one must take to go back to the “Source”. In this case it represents the symbolic inner journey as we discover the male and female within our own inner natures and develop our spiritual or astral bodies. Each card represents a definite stage of progress on this return journey. They must all be taken in the correct sequence. Each card is therefore an initiation of sorts.

The Trump cards are superior to the Suit cards and represent more universal experiences that will occur in each of the suits. This means that each Trump is true for every type of energy, abstract/spiritual, mental, emotional, and sexual/physical. There are indeed four separate cycles that involve these individual energies as we gradually grow in our spiritual evolution.

For me this return process is really the joining together of true soulmates in a physical relationship. This at least is the ultimate goal. I choose to interpret the Trumps as the various stages in this process which I call the “Soulmate Cycle”.

The concept of soulmates is a difficult one. By it I mean someone whose foundation energy frequency is the same as your own. As people are always growing these foundation frequencies may slowly change. In fact, I believe that every new Eon requires that new “soulmate” pairs be created and the old ones be relinquished. Each person is responsible for their own entry into the New Eon and it will always follow the pattern symbolized by the Tarot Trumps. Thus at any given time different people are traveling the same path independently of each other. Also each of us must experience a physical marriage or sexual relationship to a “collective” soulmate before we can meet our individual soulmate. This collective soulmate represents the interests of humanity and we must through this person fulfill our obligations to humanity before we can achieve to more personal goals.

I have personally traveled through this “Soulmate” cycle three times now and am currently halfway through the fourth cycle so I feel that I understand it to a degree. I have gone through a cycle for the element FIRE and the suit of KEYS, the element WATER and the suit of CUPS, the element AIR and the suit of SWORDS, and now lastly the element EARTH and the suit of LOCKS.

Each new cycle was a replica of the one before it but on a lower and more restrictive level.

The first cycle involved the completion of my personal paradigm or view of reality. It was very abstract and involved visions of the far future and the far past. It also involved humanity’s future interaction with other life forms such as UFO’s. I was given to understand that humanity will not mix with these other life forms in this new Eon, but in the next Eon. In that Eon humanity will eventually merge with those races to become more than human.

The second cycle expressed these same things in less abstract form as a mental simplification of the basic concepts. This cycle also involved global events and political turmoil. It saw the fall of the Berlin Wall, the Gulf War, and major earthquakes around the world.

The third cycle dealt with personal and private issues such as employment and sexual responsibility. It also dealt with very savage astral conflicts as my intentions conflicted with others on the astral planes and two years of struggles ensued. I learned the need to defend myself astrally and also learned how to fight for what I believe in. This was difficult because I was by nature a very passive person that would rather give in to others than create problems. It was during this cycle that I finally decided to try to achieve the future that I felt was waiting for me in the astral. I left my job and security to pursue that dream and landed in a big pile of trouble.

The fourth cycle began when I was struggling to achieve my personal dream physically against tremendous opposition. This opposition was an important part of the entire process. It seems that to physically achieve your spiritual goals, you must give society a means to crucify you. You must incur the wrath of the collective before you can break out of your current life conditions. After fighting the collective to a standstill, you then attempt to smooth things over but on a higher level with you in a more advantageous position. You must fill your obligations to society that were created in your marriage or sexual relationship with your collective soulmate. This happened in the cycle described by the suit cards. At least this happened for the male. The female soulmate for this cycle must still experience this marriage to the collective.

The end of each cycle did not bring me a physical relationship with my “soulmate” but instead brought a new cycle. I hope that there are only four cycles! Each cycle brought me a different “soulmate” to work with. I have had only a Platonic relationship with the women involved. The activity has been mainly astral activity and where possible verified as happening to the other person as well.

One thing seems certain about this cycle. It develops all of the astral bodies of both individuals and gives them great power within the astral. I think there is a difference between the experiences described in the suit cards and those of this cycle because the suit cards reflect normal and everyday interactions with the opposite sex and describes collective experiences shared by almost everyone. The experiences described in the Trump cards only begin after the mystic or magician has crossed the Great Abyss in full awareness and has attained the grade of Magister Templi. I believe it is possible to attain this grade through the method described in chapter five. This crossing of the Great Abyss connects one to opposite sex energy that is God/dess energy. I think that the suit cards reflect the stages of personal growth up to the stages of crossing the Great Abyss and the grade of Magister Templi. I believe that the experiences described in the Trump cards reflect the stages of the grades Magister Templi and Magus. I also believe that these events in the “soulmate” cycle are largely beyond personal control and fall under cosmic law instead, especially as it begins with a personal connection to God/dess.

This connection to God/dess energy replaces the opposite sex energy that you are currently using and results in the breakup of that relationship. It also establishes a connection to the lunar and solar cycles that acts to further develop the body of light that has been formed in the crossing of the Great Abyss. The process seems fairly mechanical from that point onward. It establishes a cosmic circuit that goes around the entire universe and encircles it.

Also these soulmate cycles have two parts that basically repeat each other with some minor differences. First the entire cycle is gone through with “spiritual” energy and creates astral bodies and astral futures. At the completion of the spiritual cycle it seems to start all over using etheric energies instead and creates etheric bodies and etheric futures. I am currently in the etheric portion of the EARTH cycle which means that I’ve experienced versions of this cycle some seven times now, four with spiritual energies and three with etheric energies.

In conclusion I wish to say that these cycles are phenomenon that are perfectly natural and mechanical in nature based entirely upon the intensity and the amount of effort an individual puts into his or her life. Very small effort will show very small progress in these cycles. Very large effort will at some point impinge upon the collective future of humanity and encounter resistance. Surplus energies will at that point flow into the collective and be distributed among others. The completion of the cycle being established as a specific moment in time and not one minute sooner.

It seems the cycle involves three people and the collective of humanity as soulmates. In the suit cards we learned to experience any one of the opposite sex as our soulmate. In this cycle we experience very specific individuals that we do not choose. They are chosen for us as contact is made within our dreams long before we meet them. As a mystic of the grade Magister Templi I tap into that part of myself that is both male and female, that part that is HUMANITY. From that part of myself I seek opposite sex energy or female energy. In my dreams contact is made with a real physical female person and I get energy from her. She is for the duration of the cycle my “soulmate” in the truest sense of the term. The third person in the cycle is another male. He also is a soulmate of mine and of the female. But he is the exact opposite of what she is, the two of them combined create a complete unit.

Forming a triad he represents the male force and she the female force while I represent the combination of male/female through the act of going within for my female energy. He is of the old egregore and represents the collective of humanity and I am of a new egregore. This is the time of changing to more appropriate soulmates. He must give up his connection to her so that I may create a new connection to her. The collective is the fourth soulmate in this cycle because at the deepest level we are all a part of everyone else and it only appears that we are separate. As a Magister Templi we have already been married to the collective. The female’s relationship to the third person is her marriage to the collective which is just beginning to happen.

My experiences have always been of the two males and one female variety but it stands to reason that there must be similar cycles involving triads of two females and one male. I share these things because I believe them to be general principles that have always existed in the process of spiritual development. I have followed the mystic path before following the magical path and suspect this may be a factor in the type of experience a person has. The magician turned mystic may have a different type of experience. Because of this it seems that any experience may be either a male or a female experience depending on whether one follows a mystical or magical path. I can only try to share from my personal experiences and let others sort it out as it applies in their own circumstances.

A final clarification must be made about astral energy, its creation and uses as well as the development of astral bodies. As mentioned in previous chapters I believe that all astral energy must be created and generated through the physical body and injected into the astral perhaps as dreams or with practice directly injected.

A male body can only generate male energy and a female body can only generate female energy. Male astral energy is uncontrollable, expansive and destructive in nature. It can destroy astral objects. Female astral energy is restrictive and containing in nature. It can create barriers and encircle harmful things to make them ineffective.

Only a perfect mix of 50% male astral energy and 50% female astral energy is malleable and capable of forming astral bodies or various astral creations. The collective is one form of this type of energy that is very powerful. The most powerful type is that created during the “Soulmate” cycle when the new “soulmate” pair is established and their energy Phase-locks together in an unbreakable unit capable of creating a new life for each of them.

This concludes the introduction to the “Soulmate” cycle symbolized by the Tarot trumps. A cycle that is as old as time itself. The stages are as I have personally experienced them, meaning from the perspective of a two male and one female triad.



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